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I... I Love That BoyHe is the train to foreign places
That I board when my hopes are high.
He is the reason I am still here
When I give life another try.

He is the expensive, felt covered book
I read when my temptation is gone.
I've been told there are others out there,
But I feel like he's my only one.

I... I love that boy.

He is the aroma of my freshly brewed coffee,
Another failed attempt at a good day.
He is my stainless steel friend
That chases my demons away.

He is the few, rare seconds in a song
That brings me back to the blade.
He is the mound of dirt over the corpse
I buried with the iron spade.

I... I love that boy.

He is the legendary chords ema

Short-Lived Tragic Love AffairsShort-Lived Tragic Love Affairs
We touch

We kiss

We embrace

We feel

It's fire

It's fierce

It consumes us

in its fear

We yell

We scream

We cry

into our dreams

We We lose touch

We break

Our love fades

into the dark

Our hearts beat

out of sync

Our heads turn

when we meet

For this seems to be a cycle

I'm forever doomed to repeat

The death of meSee my eyes
read my lips
drain my sorrow
steal my anger
fill my void
before tomorrow

I'm me no longerthe voices grow
stealing my words
replacing them with theirs
never my own

the voices shrink
as my memory fades
not even thoughts
my own much longer

the voices scream
it takes control
blocking me out
until it's all over

Ace of the GameWhy am I Ace?
For that is my name
Well that is because
I’m the Ace of this game

What is this game?
This cruel game of life!
And through this cruel game
We struggle and strife

Club emblems on shields
And spades in our hands
All cloaked in black
We fight through the lands

With diamond studded fingers
And red hearts on sleeves
They scream red thoughts loudly
For others to see

The cards will be dealt
The players will move
The chips will be stacked
The dice will be rolled

They spin the spinner
And now you move four
The timer counts down
As they tally the score

Then comes the last round
The last move, final play
I’ll make my bets

The ShadowA shadow walks
With you all
Always there
Beside the wall

Cloaked in the black
Of its tears
As you forgot it
For all of these years

It stumbles along
All alone
Head always down
Heart never known

This lonely shadow
Was once your friend
But you forgot it
Left it, The End

Maybe you guessed it
But this shadow is me
Old friends forgot
And they don't seem to see

Not a smile or wave
Not a look nor a "Hi"
So alone here I sit
And cry to the sky

Pull The TriggerLoad it up
Close the action
Aim it
Pull the trigger

Load it up
Close the action
Aim it
Pull the trigger

Do it again
Repeat, repeat
Breathe now
Repeat

I've done this so much before
Could do it in my sleep

Breathe now
In and out
Don't move
Or you'll be beat

Back is breaking, just keep going
Just stay on your feet

Load it up
Close the action
Aim it
Pull the trigger

Load it up
Close the action
Aim it
Pull the trigger

Sweat dripping
Can't speak a word
Can't move
Or hardly breathe

If I could, I'd speak my mind
But you won't listen to me

My body's breaking
You can see
But my heart and my mind
Are breaking me

I know I have a talent
But it

LostLost again as on we go
And here we sit, we're all alone
I feel my strength is almost done
I want to bleed until I'm gone

And nothing I could ever write
Would help you understand this life
As love and pain walk on together
This road I see goes on forever

Down and up and down again
This push and pull will never end
So lost and dizzy, on we go
But once again we've lost it all

My AnxietyI blush in constant embarrassment
I hide in constant fear
My heart beats faster than yours
My hands will always shake

I agonize over things that happened
Punishment for things I can’t change
I hate myself for being awkward
But I don’t know how to change

I hide when I hear laughing near me
And my heart starts racing faster
I cringe when people stare at me
And my eyes bore into the ground
‘I feel sick. I’m not worth being there.’

I can’t use a computer with a webcam
I can’t use a phone that talks
I fear the cruel txt messages
Flashing back to my old life
“Ur so stupid. You actually believed t

hobby to start defining you at the endOnce started
I cannot quit
For if I do
I'll be nothing more
But a shell
Of what I use to be

GuiltWhat did I do?
Why is it wrong?
I feel it deep inside
Jerking me along

Piling up like bricks
Inside of my chest
As I lay here dying
I can not yet rest

As the movie of my story
Sits on replay in my head
I see all that I've done
And all that I've misread

I see all that I did wrong
All the mistakes that I've made
And all those times I hurt you
Just cut me like a blade

They won't leave me alone
Ghost hauntings of my past
Yet I cannot remember
What I did to be harrassed

I see them once again
At the corners of my eyes
They'll drag me down to Hell
To where madness is no surprise

JudgementJudgement is the weapon of the fearful
And this foolish habit is troubling and shameful
To judge one another by what you see
Instead of what they may actually be
Is a sad loss of what could be a connection
And all you'll get in return is rejection
For judgement is a double-edged blade
For it tortures those you scorn the way you have them portrayed
And it hurts you as well, the way they look in your eyes
With hate, fear, distrust, at the pride you so prize
And your pride is a thrown built upon your disdain
But in the end, it will be your bane

I wonder if we did not judge so severely
Could we all get along? Truly? Sincerely?
Sadly the judgin

It StoppedI want to cut out my heart
And watch it stop beating
Lay it underneath the moon
As my soul would start pleading
I'd close my worn eyes
Though I'm no longer dreaming
Which is why I cut out my heart
And watched it stop beating

A loss of lovesMy loves have all left
I can't go on
What shall I do now?
Now that they've all gone

Of fantastical beasts
Worlds of magical feats
And adventures of daring
and tricky deceits

A strum of the strings
A stroke of the keys
Of a heart now set free
No longer silently

Of thoughts brought to life
By weapon of graphite
On a world of two dimensions
My fingers did fight

Lost now without
My lovers divine
Can I fight for them back?
Can I claim what is mine?

TrappedA lost girl trapped alone
In a castle, strong as stone
She couldn't find the key
Couldn't escape and be free
As she struggles to find herself
She gets on a knee to plea
For a Savior to be her knight
She just wants to be free

Her heart may turn to stone
If she's trapped here for too long
The only company she has
Is the melody in her head
It rises from the strings
Up into the sky
She would follow it if she could
But she feels the end is nigh

Why could she not fly
Could not follow the sound
She would rather die
Then stay here on the ground
Alone in her dark confines
She cries alone sometimes
She can't fight the tears no mor

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SuffocatingWhen breathing
Becomes difficult
When sleeping
Is desirable

Pleasant dreams
Don't keep you sane
Horrid nightmares
Don't scar you

Run and fly
Away from yourself
Cry and scream
Fight off the pain

Suffocating
In your own skin
Your heart and bones
Are breaking, unseen

Someday, somehow
Love breaks through the clouds
Daylight shines
Bright and warm

Love finds you
Feels your sorrow
Heals your soul
Kills you slowly

Still at nights
You lay alone
Never breathing
Still suffocating

Look Into My Eyes And SeeIn the dark of night it comes to me

Lightly tapping on my shoulder

A familiar face

I know it all too well

"Past, why have you come to visit me?

The hour is late and my eyes are heavy."

"Remember me for the days to come"

It says

"Never loose sight of me, no matter

What obstacles the sun brings.

Look into my eyes and see your troubles

Your heartache

Your sorrow

Look into my eyes and see your pain

See the places you have traveled

The people you have met

And those you have lost

In my eyes you will see just how far you've come

That small child you once were

Battling to stay alive

To make it through her brokenness

Is no more

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The sound

by ~Mattchibi, Jan 15, 2013, 5:15:46 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Death.

Not a word but a sound.

The sound of silence.

An image of being underground.

Death; is a defiance.

We all die.

So why not of our own preference?

This life is all mine.

I shouldn't need your reference.

Why die in pain?

Why suffer that strain?

I may as well dance for the rain;

If I am to trust you and your decision.

My life is not a circumstance.

It's not for you.

You shouldn't get to choose.

Deem it appropriate not to lose.

You're not fighting this.

That is me.

And all good leader know when to leave.

To surrender to death is not surrender at all.

Because to die would be an adventure,

Death, the next path.

See, not so scary at all.

The soundby ~Mattchibi

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

©2013 ~Mattchibi

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~chikurosaki 4 days ago

this is amazing

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~Mattchibi 21 hours ago Student Photographer

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~17ccorbett Mar 14, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

do you mind if i use this? or, like base something off of it?

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~Mattchibi Mar 15, 2013 Student Photographer

its ok

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~17ccorbett Mar 15, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

yay! thanks so much!

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~arcticwolf313 Mar 13, 2013 New member Hobbyist Traditional Artist

This is so beautiful and inspiring!! I love it ^_^

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~SAPPHIRE-PELT Jan 15, 2013 Student General Artist

Beautiful... I love it...

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~Mattchibi Jan 16, 2013 Student Photographer

thanks!

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~SAPPHIRE-PELT Jan 16, 2013 Student General Artist

Ur welcome!

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~FogandDreams Jan 15, 2013

beautiful poem and love it.

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